I lost the trust I had in my own body.
I tore down our house.
I lost my job.
I lost my health insurance.
I lost my life insurance.
I lost my business.
I lost my boss.
I lost my work best friend. And our team.
I lost the shop.
I lost the love of my life.
I lost the rise and fall of his breath beside me.
I lost that person who utterly believed in me.
I lost the father of my boys.
I lost my marriage.
I lost our shared future. And all the things we were going to do together.
I lost who I used to be.
Yet here I am. And I have everything.
December 15, 2022